nearlYChristmas

Ok.. so I went for the Xmas party afterall.. hahaha.. Yes.. wif toopid kor of mine hehe.. Hmm.. went there qute early initially wanted to help.. then had this super bad stomach cramp and din wanna trouble anyone.. that I called my one and only reliever of "pain" at that time ---> Tingzi LOL.. BUt yeah.. thanks to her I felt slightly better.. but my poor tongue got burnt by the scalding hot milo.. Yeap..

Helped out Li Cheng with the decor and a lil bit of food (did I ever mention that I suck at Home Ec? LOL... ok lar.. I dun really like kitchen work and haf never ever tried it before hehehe) Got a Xmas card for Ms Yee and sth else at Popular b4 proceeding.. Hiak Hiak.. but I found it quite hard to communicate with Claire.. who doesn't really wnana seem to talk much.. remind sme of myself but I'll always go and fiddle abt wif my lovely HP.. hahaha..

Then went to fetch toopid kor! Hahaha.. dinner was fairly good (coz whatever leftovers I had I gave toopid kor.. hehe.. So I dun think he'll be spending much money at the pub tonight LOL.. at least on food lar hahaha) And weee! I realised that I'm toking more and more to the YAs.. haha.. or rather, the YAs are toking more and more to me!! Hahaha.. no lar.. specifically only Qing Hua and izzit Aunt Grace? Chabel's mum.. hehehe.. yeap yeap.. rather fun though I still haf the feeling that they treat me like a kid hahaha.. nah.. but I would rather tok than to be quiet..

I suppose part of it is true that I do desire for an elder sis sometimes.. hahaha.. though I dun really tok to ppl of my age grp coz I dun go for cell.. Er.. but that one really can't help it.. its on a weeknight and my mum will def be "furious" if she ever finds out that I keep going to church.. Well.. I may seem like a loner at times I suppose whnever I'm at service.. but after that I guess I'm not hahaha.. Well.. I'm an extrovert afterall.. I show everything on my face and I just say things w/o thinking ;)

The first part of the party wasn't exactly that fantastic.. and I gave the fondue a miss coz I was juz so tired.. yeah and Ms Yee seems to be thinkign that I'm always tired.. Duh.. I did her frenship band last night even though I was tired and that one is meant to be a trial lar.. I still haf like how many more to go?? Hahaha.. Yest had a busy day so oso tired hahaha.. Then the second part was the nicer part.. Ian's voice was good ;) then the games part was funny.. hahaha..

After the closing prayer.. chatted awhile wif Ms Yee.. as always hahha.. afterall she's my tutor and no matter what.. at least muz greet her good bye first hahaha.. What's wrong wif giving tuition on Xmas?? *pouts* hahaha.. I dun really celebrate it anyway.. hahaha.. erm.. and frankly speaking.. though I have an idea of what teh baptism service will be like.. I dun really feel like joining in the crowd..

Perhaps. .I'm snapping back into my own world everytime before service.. I suppose what toopid kor said was right that I am not feeling as close to KY as I shld be.. But well.. as according to BS yest (hehehe... can apply le YX!!! =p) John 1:12 stated that as long as we believe and receive Him (or rather.. in my version, receive or believe Him) we are always children of God.. so no matter how uneasy I feel now.. I can only say that as long as I believe.. I will always remain a child of God.. =)

Alright.. Sam's tired now (yes.. everyone's calling me Sam now.. hahaha.. including MS YEE!!) Shall go to dreamland before gg M'sia 2mr (or rather.. today!) I can't wait to see the outcome of my hair 2mr.. hehehe..

Adieu ppl.. cya either on 24th or 31st...