WHaT iS LiFe aBoUt?

Just came across the CD that Mr see's church gave out that day (along wif another bible and a few gifts lol) And was listening to it.. it's entitled "What is Life About" a musical drama.. on a Cd.. And I realised how strangely that it all applies to life.. and me.. and maybe each and everyone of us... in one way or another..

"What is life about I wonder? Can't imagine what I'll be. All this homework drives me crazy. But one day I'll be free"

Haha.. that's part of the lyrics.. its ironic how we often feel that life is not meant for us.. but i feel that this CD was in a way a Godsend because I have always been wondering.. what other things in life other than studies? Work? what else but the endless cycle? Perhaps only when in times of adversity will we ever find our source of hope around. God. Just like how I found my source of solace whenever I feel stressed.. But.. I guess I still need to work on that aspect though =)

"You've got to dream the dreams that keep you through, the blood and sweat til your dreams come true. and when you've run out of things to think about, You've got to dream your dreams aloud!"

Umz.. what are my dreams? It seems so far away.. And while listening.. just recalled on what kind of reaction I had before I came to know God.. In the past.. everything seemed so misty and I was just like a curious cat who wants to have a try on everything.. And I couldn't cope when things came crashing down.. And I just took on everything myself..

I guess I still need to learn how to rely of God.. Its a gradual process I suppose.. but I am glad that I do have God =)

"Lord, grant me strength with great resolve, I'll strive for what's ahead To serve Thee with a servant's heart"