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Saturday, September 23, 2006

bOoks!

Okie! I've put up a tagboard so that non blogspot users can tag.. haha.. as if a lot of ppl reading this lidat hahaha..

Anyway.. update abt yest.. went to kinokuniya wif Pekkie and gang after Bio (yay!! Last paper hahaha) was reading books books and more books! haha.. and I was reading on books abt God.. haha.. ok.. maybe to understand more abt what is gg on.. While HX and Tingzi were looking at horoscope books.. which brings me to think.. ms yee once said that we shldn't trust horoscope books.. much less to even touch it.. question: What if I read it and dun believe? Or rather... what if I read it and I dun rem it? Umz.. *ponders* And I realised that there are alot of things I still dun understand.. much less to say my religion.. (or am I even ready to be called a Christian) Umz.. I guess I can only find out after the As..

And my mum actually complained that I'm gg to church alot despite not gg for 4 or 5 weeks.. cool.. haha.. well... At times I really am in a dilemma whether to play the filial child or what.. Esp when mum is ranting.. (which is like.. literally all the time) I find it hard to suppress the "hatred" (that's too strong a word to be used... but I can't find any other words to substitute it) for my dad.. but I guess that's what most ppl my age go through? I really wonder if this is a task sent by God for me to accomplish.. Haha..

Whatever the case.. I think I'm gg to church 2mr.. (if I can wake up on time.. considering how tired I've been these days) haha..

I still can't imagine why ppl say that blogging is a form of self-indulgence.. hello.. if there is no such channel for ppl to rant.. and to scream and to complain in.. the world's gg to be full of depressed ppl.. it may be a form of running away from reality.. but I'm sure it beats having no where and no one to turn to in times of distress..

Bleahx.. I'm crapping..

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