Wonders...

Ok.. no I'm just feeling unwell for the past few days.. My lovely stomach refuses to cooperate with me hahaha.. But I'm better now dun worry abt it.. Seems weird that i can blog here but not on the other side.. maybe coz that side got too many posts le ba? Hmmm.. time to change to a new blog I suppose.. -_-"

Anyways... an update abt yest's service.. I do admit that I was rather impatient towards the end of service coz it was really pretty long and draggy plus I was sort of pressed for time..

Occasionally I do wonder what's the meaning of me gg for service and listen to sermons when I dun really understand the message.. read in the book that Ms Yee gave that whenever we praise or worship, we have to do it from the bottom of our hearts (is that why many ppl can kneel down?) Ok it does seems weird that I'm having these kind of thoughts in my head now.. maybe I'm just not too dedicated.. devoted.. Its just like I'm feeling so lost even though I have been attending church for quite some time..

If its just a question of setting my priorities right, FYI I always end up gg for service though most of the time I'll just scream and moan that I'm tired and I dun feel like gg.. Its as though I'm a lil torn apart by decisions.. Or maybe just coz I'm the wishy-washy and dependent type.. I'm more of the ppl-orientated type even though I dun look like it at church.. where I tend to stay within my comfort zone and talk to ppl whom I can relate to (eh.. some YAs?) Oh wells..

Ok! I'm done for the day.. Its weird now that I have a job I tend to appreciate and miss sch life loads.. seriously, working in the "servicE" industry isn't easy esp when you get to deal wif difficult customers.. But its kind of boring and sad that I dun get to see familiar faces even though I used to live in that area.. and you dun get surprised by seeing ppl whom you know, like classmates etc hahaha...

Oh well.. slowly adjusting to fit in...