WorN oUt

Despite reminders from everyone to rest well and not to burn myself out.. I couldn't help it with the 4 mini-tests and revision exercises I had this week.. no doubt it is helpign me to revise.. but at the same time I'm also being driven nuts by it coz I'm always left w/o time for my maths = ( and this happens to be my weakest subject! Arghs..

Anyway.. my mum mentioned that she wanted to go to the temple to pray for my exams.. which brings me to the question of when exactly can I tell her I am a christian? Or rather.. how can I bring the subject at the appropiate time? But I do understand her good intentions though.. which always lead me to think of the life I had in the past.. more of how I oft had my sundays free to rest and sleep late for.. but now.. with my current pace of life.. I am finding it a chore to even wake up early.. or rather.. I'll start procastinating.. be it work.. or church.. I dun feel liek gg to church sometimes simply becasue I always hafta struggle w/n myself whether I shld be a good daughter.. or rather.. go church and stay in the backgrnd? Occasionally I'll really feel too tired to go.. just liek this week.. but then again I'm making a trip to Bugis wif Cindy for the teachers' day presents.. which are a must.. Prob drop by..

Worn out.. when will this ever end? Daddy God.. pls help me to press on!