MatHs.. RaHHhhh..

[EDIT] Before you read on.. please allow me to add on sth to the prayer agenda.. Pls pray that me right thumb will stop aching so that I wun hafta go for acupuncture! The last thing I need now is to see needles poking into my nerve.. That'll teach me not to type so fast for SMSes next time!! Sighs... the days w/o a house phone...

I just had a 15 min good long cry in my good old bed... Was just so bummed out by Maths.. Din look Mrs Tag up in the afternn coz of my sawying emotions.. in fact actually i had wanted to cry after I received my paper because I knew I could have done better.. as in much better.. Well... can't help feeling that I really suck in afternn papers and darn it.. maths is always in the afternn..

I can feel the same old thing happening again.. in fact.. its been another 6 mths since I've last cried for a long long time.. erm.. ya.. If you dun take crying because of the STUPID maths prelim paper 2 in accnt..

Sometimes I wonder.. is it a stigma w/n me? but yeah.. i couldn't help but swear juz now.. I suppose Enci was taken by shock wif me.. if he did hear that.. I din mean it.. but I was juz feeling down.. But well.. I suppose I managed to hide my feelings coz no one detected anythign wrong wif me.. it was till I was alone and toking to Wei Ling and after that Ms Yee that a few tears rolled... If only I haf the ability to turn the tables arnd.. I'm feeling so stressed to the extent that now I see Ms Yee only I oso stressed.. this doesn't look good..

FYI.. i'm blogging this here because I juz needed to rant... SO pardon me if you've gotten to the end of this entry.. I'm really sorry..