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Umz.. today has gotta be the shortest but yet the most tiring service ever.. Contradictory there but well.. because I only slept for abt 4 hours last night.. I really was trying very hard not to yawn too much.. besides.. I kind of like Uncle Andy's (or izzit uncle wee?) preaching.. haha.. though Uncle Sam's one will be much more fun and more laughter hahaha...

Due to the oversaturation from Maths in the morning and also lack of sleep.. I couldn't really catch what he was saying today (or rather.. I think I caught it but I forgotten it) But I only rem vaguely that while he was praying.. such a thought (or vision? image?) came into my mind.. and that was of me and my bro praying over our mobile phones.. what exactly that meant I am really not too sure.. or was it just solely my imagination? Umz.. perhaps I've been thinkign too much since he has recently bought a NIV bible.. and we were actually sharing wif each other the diff versions of the bible! Umz.. And fact is.. he put it into his NS bag.. I wonder what that means..

But whatever the case.. I also rem feeling quite rejuvenated after service (ok.. that was the short adrenaline rush for a while that kept me hyper) perhaps afetr teh strong message..

*5 mins later* Ar! I recall now.. haha.. Uncle Andy's message was abt having faith in God! Hahaha... And how we should feel encouraged by God's word.. Ok.. I really believe that there is alot alot alot alot more I want to know.. but there isn't alot alot alot alot of time for it.. And when he mentioned this.. another thing came into my mind.. as to whether am I standign strong in my faith or not? I rem the conversation I had wif Ms Gn not too long ago.. how I was telling her that I was really struggling with finding out if I am indeed a true Christian.. And how I was having doubts abt myself.. but today Uncle Andy's message seemed to have hit the nail and reminded me that that was solely the voice of the enemy..

Of course, up till now I still have doubts because I always feel so disobedient (like how I often feel like just obliging to my mum's requests to erm.. go to the temple just so that she wun bug me anymore! Hahaha... But of course.. If given a choice I'll def say no!) And also how I often wondered.. what really lead me to make this choice of being a Christian? And what lies in front of me after that? I suppose I am quite encouraged by today's message..

I reckon that God is trying to tok to me via this manner and I'm really glad that God heard my prayer that I really was feeling tired and that I was just so reluctant to go for service so He actually made the service short! For that, I thank Him.. Perhaps God really know that I needed someone to address my doubts.. and that I din exactly haf alot of chances to tok to anyone abt this.. and hence this message! Haha..

And also.. Uncle Andy's message today reminded me of how often I'm the light of others.. just that I dunno it myself.. I've always been offering a listening ear to anyone who needs it and offering advice to everyone.. So.. why can't I do it for myself and be more optimistic? =)

So.. Thank God for leading me to go for today's service, for getting YX to teach me maths this morning (though I really adhor maths) and also for letting me have the energy for teh whole day even though I din exactly study much today.. =)

I shld be sleeping soon (and waking up to complete the essays) so I shall just end off with the prayer agenda for this week since I prob wun be updating this blog for quite sometime till maybe after the A levels..

1) Having a closer relationship with God so that He can address my doubts? I.E to strengthen my faith in Him hahaha...

2) Exams fever is on so just wanna pray for each and every one of my classmates and also for YC-ers who are sitting for teh exams.. Praying hard that God's grace will bring us through and that He will guide us through whatever information that we need to know =)

3) Perhaps.. perhaps.. BS to start soon?

4) My family as usual.. And perhaps.. if my bro is a Christian.. that he'll tell me the truth?

5) The stupid haze to go away.. its making each and everyone of us having diff bodily chemical reactions lar!! Grrrr...

6) That I will not shed too many buckets of tears on Tues for farewell haha and for 2mr's class dinner and outing (can't wait can't wait!! Yay!) to be smooth sailign and that it'll put a wonderfull full stop (loose translation from the chinese phrase) to our college lives as we continue with our preparation for the big one..

I supppose that is all.. anything u wan me to pray for I shall add on to teh list too.. and I shall udpate if I think of anything else.. I'm too tired already.. tata~~ the next entry won't be that soon... so till then =)