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Happy children's day! Hehehe.. To all who are still young at heart and undergoing education w/n the defined limits of Singapore.. hehehe..

Went for service today.. was quite late coz I really din wanna go.. couldn't finish my work.. the only thing I completed was Nov 05 paper 1 for maths.. Not on schedule yet.. I really wondering how to plan for the next few weeks ahead.. much less to say deal with feelings.. which shld be the last thing on my mind now.. haha..

Well.. couldn't really comprehend what the speaker was toking abt today.. furthermore.. I really was too tired and I was trying very hard not to keep my eyes shut in that very cold room.. Imagine yourself freezing even after you're wearing a thick jacket.. wow.. I was sitting right opp the air con too.. reminds me of how I was shivering w/n my jacket during chem paper 2 and paper 1.. hahaha..

Vaguely rem the speaker toking sth abt faith.. faith.. definition? well.. I have no idea where and which direction I am at now.. In fact.. what is my relationship wif God?

Went to see the new church building.. Erm.. I think it looked more like a maze to me haha.. it'll be a miracle if no one gets lost there given all the small corners.. haha.. The teens had a meeting regarding mission trips.. I doubt I can go.. I dun think I will want to go too.. since it's right after grad night.. I wanna start work immediately to lighten mummy's burden..

And.. speaking of that...

It wasn't till Sat when I saw mummy carrying groceries alone that I saw that she was ageing.. I know it is a fact that everyone ages.. but well.. I shall not say it here.. perhaps some things are best kept at heart and let time heal all wounds and everything.. Wanted to tok to Ms Yee abt that and tell her more but din have the chance to.. well.. din wanna spoil her mood nor disturb her too.. and I was really tired by then.. So I guess.. maybe next time.. or.. well... let fate decree it..

I will not be gg to church for quite some time.. and no it is not solely because of my studies alone..

Let's just say that I'm really tired of juggling btw family, school and church..

[EDIT] I just had this long long long conver wif Ms Gn.. was just ranting.. details.. erm.. come and ask me lar.. not too convenient to say here..