Worries

Ok.. I'm lazy to type in caps and everything..

Was reading Ms Gn's blog.. Hmmm.. what she said makes alot of sense.. Regarding us losing our childhood innocence and filling it with worries as we all grow older.. Occasionally I dun wanna read Dang's blog coz it just makes me recall of the unhappy times we had together.. But no matter what.. I am still glad we're the best of friends be it rain or shine though we dun exactly keep in contact often.. what she said was right abt us having a place in each other's heart already..

Lost and indulged in overwhelming emotions.. While walking to work today I kept thinking abt why I can't forgive my dad.. many reasons that i tot of which I shall not elaborate here.. its hard for me to say why coz I dun understand why this occurs too.. Its miserable to try and forgive him alone for all the lack of lovely childhood memories that I shld have had in the past.. was it my mum's influencE?

Of coz there are many other ppl who are worse off than me.. But I just can't help wondering.. -_-