JoyFuL sErvIcE =)

Heeee.. I've nvr felt so happy and joyful before after service.. in the sense that i can feel that my burden is off my shoulders.. I feel good!! Haven't felt like that for sooooo long that i can't rem when was the last time I felt that way..

Anyways.. I was late today so was sitting alone.. haha.. before I forget.. juz recalled abt the praise song that we sang just now...

"...Through You our hearts sings.. I am free!"

That was the song that came to my mind when I completed my JCT chem paper.. And I know that I will be singing it later on in the year after the A levels! hahas.. And while I was singing just now.. I just felt like crying out in joy.. Coz Daddy God.. I know You'll lead me into freedom soon.. Despite the toughness I am going through now.. Father I just want to thank you for using me to be a light in others' lives and trying to encourage them and providing a listening ear too.. even though I do admit I'm a little impatient and irritable these days..

Also.. want to thank You for getting Sharon to pray for me.. and for giving her the vision of a belt to remind me that I am choosing to tighten myself too hard for my studies.. that I should just loosen up.. for reminding me that You have a purpose for me in life.. that even though I haven't found it.. I know that I do not have to worry much.. (ah.. but that remains to be seen for these 2 weeks hahaha..) I CAN ENDURE IT! heee =) And also when Pastor Andy preached.. thank You for reminding me abt the verse that YX gave me yesterday.. and for guiding me to read Heb 11:1 before Pastor was toking abt it =)

Oh.. and Ms Yee loved my present.. lol.. at least my efforts din go down the drain ;) Chabel's soooo cute! Haha.. she keeps flattening the stars.. haha.. oops.. and I din shake her mum's brother's hand coz I was having sweaty palms.. I hope he din find me rude.. but then again.. I shld not dwell too much on what others think of me ;) Hehe.. and I din know that they lived in my area too! LOL.. Chatted awhile with Lynn.. apparently I really haven't been seen around church for quite some time.. hahaha.. Well.. all this is gg to be over soon!!!!!!!

And I wanna add on to the prayer agenda:

1) Ms Yee to be married soon! (haha.. this is just a joke =P)
2) That I will have a clear view of what I am going to do in future.. (I think everyone expects that I'll become a teacher.. no thanks to YX and Ms Yee.. LOL)
3) That I'll continue to be a light in other ppl's lives.. and for being patient and caring to others who need it..
4) For my family.. obviously Ms Yee's reaction to this was super strong.. stronger than I expected.. I know I can't help it.. but I can only pray hard that my mum will gradually know the truth.. be it from me or whoever..
5) For those brothers and sisters who are leaving Singapore =)

I think that's all.. Weee! I hope the next time I go for service it'll be this fun again! In fact I wun mind sitting alone for sermon too.. haha.. coz the fun and fellowship starts after that when we start to chat and catch up wif one another!!! Hahaha...

Ms Yee.. if you're reading this.. good luck to you on weds... I think Ling and I will have quite a number of questions to ask you especially since we'll be studying together for the next 2 days and doing prelim papers also.. muahahaha.. Though I dun think you'll read my blog that fast..

YX: thanks for sharing with me regarding uni stuff today.. even though I dun understand half the conver that u had wif Ms Yee just now..

Oh.. I luv the cheesy french toast! Heheeee...