Yi4 chang3 feng1 po1

Well.. like what I told Tingzi and promised myself.. once I've finished blogging, this whole episode will be over.. like once and for all..

Had consultation session wif Ms Yee today (yeah.. coz no other free timeslots) Pretty fruitful.. din exactly prepare alot of questions to ask her already since she said shldn't be doing prelim papers anymore.. So when she asked abt it I just said I've given up on them and I doubt I'm gg to even take them up to revise again..

Shortly after that.. she told me abt how unhappy she was over my attitude on Thurs over the phone.. I hereby really sincerely apologise again for that tone of mine that day (even though I doubt Ms Yee will see this since this entry will be gone soon to the bottom of the blog) yeah.. funny thing is she also apologised to me.. ok lar.. I admit that previously I really was irated that I did soooo many prelim papers but yet my queries can't be answered and I was told that I shldn't be doing them when I spent quite a considerable amt of time on them.. Plus there's also the minor issue of how I feel that if I've spent the money on them, I might as well do it, even if its not the whole paper.. Coz it's not my money we're talking abt here.. it's my parents' money..

And I admit that I was rude that day.. partly coz I was so sick and tired of having to contact 4 or more ppl.. and I was also quite upset over my Maths retest result (yeah.. I cried before and after calling Ms Yee) Stress and all.. since I dun really just have Bio to study for.. and my Maths isn't in a good condition.. And it has come to a point whereby I can get stressed even when I see her.. which shldn't be the case coz she's supposed to be one of the better teachers that I can click with and tell her everything..

Oh well.. but I'm glad that Tingzi made me see this issue from another point of view.. at least this shows that we're honest with each other.. even though my heart really sank after that hahaha.. but yup.. through this I suppose it's gg to be better after the As.. I'm praying hard that my efforts wun go down the drain..

3As... 3As.. 3As!!!!! Praying hard.. =

Ok.. end of entry.. case closed for the above episode =) Jiayou for those having exams..

YX.. if you're seeing this.. pls dun tell Ms Yee that I've blogged this entry since she doesn't read my blog oft and I dun wanna bring up this matter again lest we both feel bad again.. just let God do things His own way, let Him do it the way He depicts it if Ms yee sees this... Thanks alot..

Rahhh... stupid A levels...