pOsT-eXaMs pEriOd

Phew.. I've finally finished my JCT.. Shall just summarise what I have to say today in 2 block paragraphs:

Things to thank God for:
1) Giving me hope that at least I can pass my Chem and the hope that I wun have to see the VP again.. Despite my horrendous Maths and atrocious Bio.. hehe.. at least today's Chem paper really lifted my spirits up and gave me a huge sigh of relief that my effort in Chem hasn't been washed down the drain afterall..

2) For playing my role as a listener and a friend to Yuan Ting.. when she needed it yest after Maths paper.. And also to Kai Lin.. who never fails to SMS me hehe.. =) But nevertheless.. I juz wanna thank God that I am alwasy able to comfort her when she needs it =)

3) That I finally cried and let out the 6 months of pent-up feelings *hidden in my sub-conscious I think =P* last thurs.. the feeling of wanting to cry but you just can't cry took its toll on me I guess.. But I do feel relieved after that because I could finally concentrate.. haha..

This 2 weeks.. really super eventful..

~*~* kEnIx^rOx *~*~

ExaMs

Well.. I probably won't be updating this blog for quite some time coz I dun really have the time to go church due to revisions for JCT.. so..

Prayer Agenda for the next 1 week or so
1) Make full use of the remaining time and cont revision

2) Let the information stay on until after the exams! OMG.. I dun wanna blank out like the promos.. that's too scary..

3) Getting a triple D at least? Ok.. this is subject to the papers and my own ability..

4) Relying more on God and having more faith in Him

5) My brother! Hope everything will be smooth sailing for him as he continues to get used to NS

6) My family =) Shall not say too much abt this here..

7) That everyone can finish revision on time and do well for the As! Hehe..

8) And for Ying Xian.. who's gg to be in China for one mth.. *Oh no! That means I'll haf no one close to tok to during cell now =( And my maths!! Haha.. * But anyway.. juz pray that she will have a good time there and pray for God's guidance to be with her so that she can gain utmost from this trip =)

Oh man.. after JCT...

~*~* kEnIx^rOx *~*~

PraYeR mEeTinG

Umz.. Fri's supposed to be cell but since family camp *which I'm not gg =( * is coming.. had combined prayer meeting today.. was nearly successful in getting Jo to come along wif me.. but.. I guess we're both tired.. and she's gg coz she juz wans to accompany me since I told her sometimes I juz build a wall arnd myself.. mans.. I thank God for such a friend =) But din take up her time lar coz I noe she wants to study too..

And coming back.. I finally understood the term prayer meeting today.. haha.. ok.. maybe coz I'm still considered a baby Christian but I'm growing! Hehes.. and I do think that it is indeed time to learn how to pray for others instead of others always praying for me.. =)

And before that.. Kai Lin called me!! Was so delighted that she told she wanted to come to church again.. but I was also quite worried for her.. And toked to her mum a couple of days back.. seems that her mum was quite open abt this issue.. so much that I dunno how to talk to her too.. But oh well.. I shall pray for the right words to come out of my mouth =)

After prayer meeting.. toked to Ms Yee for a while and waited for Ying Xian.. well.. chatted a while wif Pastor too! She was asking me if I was not gg for the camp.. yeap.. I wasn't.. Juz told her what my mummy told me.. haha.. qi shan mo qi shui.. and also my conver wif her! hehe.. like what I said to mum.. if I dun go out to church on sundays.. its juz gonna mean that I'm not gg out 7 days a week other than school... lol.. And Ms Yee's surprised that mum worked in a church childcare centre and we literally grew up there before hahas.. Well long story abt that so maybe I'll tell her after the camp.. hahas..

So.. I think I'll juz hafta pray that I'll stop feeling stressed and that I'll grow in my faith =)

And of course.. the usual stuff hehehehehe...