A sincere prayer

I noe I'm not supposed to blog.. but let's just take it that it's a channel for me to voice out my thoughts.. And no this is not abt the horrible GP paper I had today..

Received the news after GP paper.. Dang din wan to affect us apparently so she only got Angel to tell me after the GP papers.. What shld I say? I'm surprised? shockeD? I dunno.. but at that time.. it really was bai3 gan3 jiao1 ji2.. reminded me of last time what happened during O levels.. I went straight too SGH to visit her.. seeing her there with all the bruises on her arms becasue of the blood tests really pains me.. and while we were left alone by the rest of my frens.. she told me her worries and concerns.. its not like her to do that.. in fact, she has never ever done that! But when she did it.. I can really feel her cry from within.. I couldn't really comfort her.. but just to tell her not to worry so much and that to joke wif her that at least she's not a guy who has to waste another 2 years..

Of course, for ppl who oft read my other blog.. they'll just say that hey.. this is a good chance for you to rekindle your friendship.. true.. but I felt more of sadness juz now when I saw her.. was trying all means to chat wif her.. really.. to keep her away from thinking.. and just told her to do her best since she made this decision..

I shall not mention the name here but Tingzi shld noe.. and if Ms Yee sees this (which I dun think she will) yes, its that same person whom I'm so close to..

For this, I would just like to type out this little prayer to God.. I hope He sees or hear it:

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Dear Heavenly Father,

Father Lord, you know that we are having our A levels now Father.. You know the anxieties that we all are having.. but father Lord, I just want You to please bring away the suffering from her Father.. Father Lord You know that she definitely has the academical ability to do it Father, so Father please.. I beg of You.. I pray that she will be discharged this weekend Father, so that she can fully concentrate and revise for her Maths paper Father, without worrying.

Father Lord, You know that she is worried Father, and Father I'm sure that You know we are all worrying for her too. So Heavenly Father, please.. take away her suffering at this point of time and not let her go through the agony that she went through again 2 years back. Father Lord, I just want to pray that Your grace will bring her through the exams Father, so that it will be smooth-sailing and that she does not have to worry too much nor over exert herself.

Father Lord I also want to pray that You will just bless her with better health Father, so that she can move on in life.

Father Lord, I also want to pray for her parents Father. Father Lord I just want to pray that You will just bless them and give them all the strength that they need, be it financially, or mentally, or physically Father.. Father Lord I really beg of You to hear my prayer.. For Father Lord, You have always reminded me of the verse "Seek, and you shall find. Ask, and you will receive. Knock and the door shall be opened to you", so Father Lord.. I really pray for her.

I thank you Father. In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

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God bless.